AKA Goldfish is a flawed early work but still delivers devastating gut punches

Humble Bundle recently let me go down a rabbit hole and revisit the past with their Brian Michael Bendis bundle. 

Back in the day, I picked up the collected Goldfish from Caliber. I remember that there had been some buzz about it, that it had led to the well regarded Jynx series. It was also set in Cleveland, a city I was familiar with. I also remember how I wasn’t able to get through the thing.

So Humble Bundle gave me a second chance. I found it much easier going this time. This edition was called AKA Goldfish. Apparently, the title has flip flopped over the years.

AKA Goldfish is a crime story. It’s also very much film noire. And it’s a tragedy. Those three things tend to go well together. It’s far from perfect and I think it’s reputation is partially based on nostalgia and the fame Bendis justifiably earned farther down the road but there’s some heft to it too.

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Conman Dave Gold, AKA Goldfish, comes back to Cleveland after ten years away to take custody of his son. The mother is his estranged lover Lauren Becall, who has become a crime boss during those ten years.

And, yes, it all falls apart and ends horribly. So horribly that it manages to be emotional gut punch to the reader even though you can see it coming a mile away.. And, no, she isn’t the real Lauren Becall. 

Bendis does his own artwork in AKA Goldfish and it is a fascinating mixed bag. It’s black and white but it isn’t line outlines. Instead, it is full of huge slabs of black with lots of negative space. One reviewer compared it to making a comic book out of movie posters and I can’t give a better description than that.

And when it works, it’s good. Striking still images. However, too often it is so dark and muddy, it’s hard to figure out what it going on. In particular, I had problems figuring out what character was on the page at times. Bendis as an artist, particularly in his use of black ink, makes Mike Mignola look like Charles Schulz. And I mean that as a compliment to both Mignola and Schulz. It’s just so murky and unclear.

Bendis’s strength is his writing and that’s the strength of AKA Goldfish. It manages to be compelling even though every single character is a terrible person, even though you know from the start that it will all end in tears. The hook is how broken everyone is. 

One of the through lines in the book (major spoilers) is the gun Becall gave Goldfish when they were younger and he refused to use. In ultimately ends up in their son’s hands and he uses it to kill Becall. Not because he is lashing out or out vengeance of her abusive parenting but just to stop her from killing. And the kid gets killed almost immediately afterwards. It’s so bloody obvious but Bendis manages to make it work. Possibly through sheer audacity.

In many ways, AKA Goldfish is clearly a very early work. But it also feels so world weary. It reminds me of how I always do a double take when I’m reminded that Tom Waits was in his twenties when he recorded albums like Nighthawks at the Diner and Small Change.

AKA Goldfish is not my new favorite Bendis work. Far from it. It is so bleak I can’t recommend it in good faith to a lot of people. It is too often confusing and clunky. However, when it hits, it makes your head spin.